I consider myself a very organized person. However, you would never be able to tell if you look at the notes in my phone. I constantly have little thoughts pop into my head that I feel the need to write down. I started writing poetry quite a while ago. It was a nice way for me to express my feelings and create art from it. I very rarely share my poems due to their personal content. However, 2019 into 2020 was the hardest point in my whole life. I have struggled with my mental health more than I ever have, fell in love for the first time and had my heart broken from it, and on top of it there is a global pandemic happening. I turned to poetry when I felt like I had no other way to get my emotions out. These poems express some of my most personal thoughts, but I am proud of them.