Who knew that someone could make you feel the best you ever have in your life and also lead you to rock bottom? I met him at the end of 2018. I can not say enough nice things about him and about the memories we made together. We had an extremely healthy relationship and joked and laughed and rarely fought at all. The pure excitement I felt every single time I got the chance to see him is indescribable. He lived about an hour away, and throughout our relationship I did not have a car. This took a toll on him and our relationship. On top of it, my mental health was at a low point as well. It ended up being too much for him. We remained friends for awhile, but it still hurt. Most of the poems I have written about him are general and relatable, but others probably won’t make much sense to someone other than us two. I feel like the best art comes from the deepest emotions, both good and bad. I am very proud of these poems, however I am nervous about sharing them, but I feel like it is the better choice. I want to have my words and thoughts read and maybe have someone relate.  Due to these poems being my favorite, I have taken the time to add graphic elements to some of them. I still care deeply about him and always will because he was my first love.